Archive for August, 2008

Virgo New Moon – Practicality with Vision

Saturday, August 30th, 2008

By the next time I write this newsletter, Saturn in Virgo will be less than 5 degrees from opposing Uranus in Pisces, moving fast toward the first of five oppositions from 2008-2011. The first one will be exact on Election Day. This is no small matter as it only happens every 44 or so years.

What does this mean for the world?

To answer this, you can Google “Saturn Uranus Opposition” and get 142,000 links to articles that will talk about the big picture possibilities. Depending on whose website you read, you’ll come away with fear for police actions in response to revolutionary protests or fanciful visions of the 1960s revisited (the last tryst between the two).

Better mundane (global/societal-focused) astrologers that I am can give you the bigger picture event probabilities. What interests me is the deeper current running through mass consciousness that is working very personally in us at the same time.

How can we understand what is being called for in the way of changes, ones that we can consciously manifest with ease and move in harmony with the energy of the times? That’s what is important to me.

Candidly, I belief “all things work together for good.” In the middle of major change, however, it can seem and feel no good at all, particularly if we are resisting the change. Call this a Pollyanna-like belief, but my life experiences have yet to convince me otherwise.

What does Saturn’s opposition with Uranus mean for you personally?

Saturn is the rule-maker, the tradition-keeper, and a strong advocate of law and order. In Virgo it measures the degree of deviation from the norm and sends out an alarm which results in cracking down on non-standard behaviors or thinking. Guilt is one of Saturn’s tools.

Saturn couldn’t be more different than Uranus, the rule-breaker, the innovator, and that which breaks with the past for the purpose of bringing about a more intelligent future. In Pisces, Uranus’ insights come from the Unknown, the space of all possibilities, and usually don’t include instructions on how to get there.

I believe the underlying thread heralded here is about taking the vision of Uranus and making it tangible through the practicality of Saturn. What would look like?

Here are some of the themes of Saturn opposing Uranus that are becoming apparent to me:

No longer is it reasonable to look for someone to take care of us, a father-figure or authority to tell us what is “right.” Uncover and use your own inner guidance. Everyone has it. Your guidance knows your purpose and your path better than anyone else.

Take time to listen to your dreams, hopes and even fears but don’t leave it there. Actualize possibilities.

Don’t fall prey to so many options. Around us are endless variety and more information than a lifetime could absorb. Hone in on what is truly important to you and don’t let yourself get distracted.

It is easy to chase rainbows, moving from one to another and never have to deal with the consequences of our behavior. What is needed is commitment to an ideal and the willingness to remain on the ground for the long haul.

If you let self-criticism immobilize you, nothing will ever get better and the future will be more of the same. Get out of your own way. 

All wisdom does not reside in one person; reach out to others, to share and to create change that affects the good of the whole by gathering with like-minded people in groups. Don’t waste your hope. Share it with others.

As we move into the next seven or more years of profound change, conscious people working in harmony with the evolutionary stream of change will create a deeper more meaningful existence on Earth. I wonder what I’ll be writing about in 2015.

A Quote of Note

The thing that is really hard, and really amazing, is giving up on being perfect and beginning the work of becoming yourself.”

~ Anna Quindlen

Scratching off days on the calendar

Wednesday, August 27th, 2008

It’s a quiet day. I have several projects that are necessary to complete before flying off to India a week from tomorrow. Fortunately, it seems like I have enough time to get it done without getting harried at the end.

We return on Monday, Sept 29…that is our body will. Not sure how even the body will acclimate going and coming as I have never before taken a 14-hour flight. Yup, we fly from Reagan National to Newark and the flight directly from there to Delhi is 14 hours. Whew!

All the travel literature suggests not sleeping more than a couple hours at a time because it’s necessary to get up to stretch and exercise your leg muscles to avoid deep vein thrombosis (blood clots that can go to the lungs). That’s already…I have never perfected the art of sleeping on a plane before anyway.

I can feel my inner being going deeper and feeling more at peace as each day passes. There’s no doubt I am being called there. Will discover what that means and let you know when I return. In many ways this trip feels profound.

There will be no blog entries from me in September. Hope your month reaches your expectations! “Til October….

Shattering Childhood Views of Power

Monday, August 18th, 2008

As a child, my Dad was the most powerful person in the world, my world. In any circumstance – what I ate, when I went to bed, who I could play with – he had the last say. I knew power was a force outside myself that I would do best to respect and obey.

The more I have become self-aware and self-directed, the more I realize that power comes in many forms all of which only influence over me because I choose it so. In most instances, external people or circumstances only have power because of my fear.

Without fear, nothing and no one can have power over me. It seems, therefore, that I am the source of all power, even power that seems to be external to me since I choose to fear it or not. Even laws have no power beyond the concent of the governed.

It was a shock recently when my father (now getting up in age and still try to make sense of life without my mother who passed in April), actually admitted to his own fears. He is planning a trip to see his grandson in Texas, but shared a need to work up his courage to make the trip.

This revelation is totally inconsisent with my view of my Dad’s power from my childhood. Yet, rather than disappoint me, it has only deepened my love for him. I long ago stopped fearing him and needing his approval for my life and behavior (well, not really so long ago). Still it is quite astounding that, like the Wizard of Oz, there is really only a human being behind the image I had of him.

Hum? How many other places in my life did I give away my power to the appearance of more powerful people, when in reality their power was a result of my own perception, flawed and immature to be sure.

How about you? Where have you given away your power due to fear? Is it time to acknowledge the powerful person you are and that all power originates from within you.

How would my life be different if…

Monday, August 4th, 2008

I suspect each of us has a long-standing issue in our life that drains energy like a hole you your tire or covers over your joy like a wet blanket. It is hard to believe that I have spent 90% of the last 50 years disgusted with my body and worried about my weight.

 

Writing that last sentence shows me how familiar I am with body self-hate. You can imagine how shocked I was a couple days ago while showering when I heard an inner voice say “How would your life be different if you no longer had to worry about your body?

 

Now that is a shocking statement. Wouldn’t it be so for you? Is there a self-critical aspect of your life that you have been burdened by for many years? It doesn’t have to be a weight issue. It could be anything. What if you just gave up the story, the struggle, and the complaint?

 

That’s what I have been pondering. You see I have through various methods lost 30 pounds over the last six or so months and am as close to normal as I have been in many years. I feel good, people (and my hubby) say I look good, and I am back to doing yoga better than ever.

 

However, even with arriving at a comfortable weight, or perhaps because of it, I have noticed how darn much time of my day I spend thinking about what I eat, how I look, if my clothes fit right, blaa, blaa, blaa…

 

What a waste of energy! At the age of 62, it just isn’t so important any more. I am not trying to snag a mate. I have the best possible partner for me and he loves me and my body (even at many pounds more). So why do I still torture myself with critical thoughts about my body?

 

It’s the “monkey mind” again. The mind is like a machine that once programmed perpetuates the same function until something powerful comes along to reprogram it.

 

How would my life be different if I didn’t perseverate on my body all day?

 

My mind would be free to create, imagine and explore new ideas, new possibilities and new actions. I will start today to stop every time I become aware of another “body thought” and replace it will a thought about something I like about myself, something I have done for another or something I will do to make life a little better. No more wasting energy as in the past.

 

Got something you’d like to reprogram? Join me.

Leo New Moon – Eclipse Focus: You and Society

Friday, August 1st, 2008

The current set of Solar (Fri, Aug 1 at 10 Leo) and Lunar (Sat, Aug 16 at 24 Aquarius) eclipses invites us to take a fresh look at our individual needs versus the needs of whatever groups we are in and make changes. Just how much this influences you, of course, depends on how they interact with your personal natal chart.

We Americans (a group I am strongly identified with) are well-known internationally as fierce individualists (some say, egotists). It was that fierceness that powered our discovery (some say invasion) of the West, our “manifest destiny” to inhabit from the Atlantic to the Pacific. Yet, it was also the recognition of a common purpose that inspired the British colonies to join together to form the United States.

In the context of family, civic or work groups, our personal needs may have been set aside for the good of the group. Just as likely, you may have found yourself in conflict with the group’s direction and chose to leave the pack. Do we need to lose our individual identity in groups? That is an important question under this eclipse season.

The energy of Leo seeks self expression of creative will, while Aquarius recognizes that we are not alone, but live within a social setting and have responsibilities to the whole. The issue of you and your relationship to the groups in which you belong will be highlighted during the next six months.

If you have been leaning too much toward the self-focused Leo, then some circumstance will call your attention to the Aquarian needs of your clan, which may need to take precedence over your individual needs. By the same token, if you have become too submerged in a group identity, you could find a moment when you need to speak up or to leave for a solo path.

This is the same polarity – individual vs. group – that we all struggle with in adolescence. It isn’t so strange that teenagers do seemingly-bizarre things like tattoo or pierce body parts that surely hurt. On one hand, this is their opportunity to differentiate themselves from their parents; while on the other hand, they never stray too far out from their friends’ acceptance. Even the “out-crowd” has an “in-crowd” to which they belong.

I have come to realize that I can never relinquish my individuality, my unique perspective, as much as I also could never never live without knowing I am part of a group. How can both be expressed?

First, since we are born into a group – our family – from an early age we follow the patterns and mores of our family of origin. In adolescence, we seek to distance ourselves, while simply taking on a new group identity of our friends.

It is not until after our first Saturn return at around 29 years old – or for many even later – that we stop seeking group approval and begin to discover our own uniqueness. By the time of our mid-life crisis (Uranus squares Uranus), if we haven’t distinguished our own voice from that of our group, we will have a rough time of it.

As for me, now in the crone stage of my life, I recognize that being an individual and being a contributing member of many chosen groups are two-sides of a coin that gives my life meaning. I would be lost without my group affiliations, but I would be equally lost without the opportunity to express my unique perspective.

I care less about whether I “fit in,” since I know when we are being authentic we will never “fit in” with everyone all the time. I can, however, choose to give up having “my way” for the good of the greater group. That doesn’t mean that I have lost myself in the group; rather, that I have chosen to serve the group purpose.

Ultimately, the highest functioning groups are those that take the best from each individual’s contribution and blend them to create effective group action. After everyone has contributed and been heard, then the greatest good is chosen. And for the record, I don’t believe majority rule is the best approach. Consensus, though it takes more time, makes for more effective and efficient group action in the end.

May you deepen your respect for your inner voice and make it your authentic gift within your clan, groups and associations. You can enhance your world by contributing from your unique perspective.

Enjoy the rest of your summer (or winter, if you are down under)!

A Quote of Note

“The bond that links your true family is not one of blood, but of respect and joy in each other’s life.”

~Richard Bach